He is sitting there in the back of
the Shuttle bus in Newark, NJ and it seems like I have known him somehow all of
my life. He is sitting there, his expensive camera with the chic volcano
nozzle he will point at the pending lush continent to chronicle the trip in
syncopated slashes and clicks. He is seated there, near the back of the shuttle
bus, his eyes the color of Neptune, a curious poignant azure, the type of blue
where the horizon of the ocean meets the limitedness of the sky, he is seated three
rows behind me, on the tinted lashes of a shuttle bus with the words Holiday
and Inn scribed on the side of the vehicle, fonted so that it appears that a
tropical storm is billowing and hushing over the top of the appellation,
granting each individual letter a slight hurricane-infested tilt and sway. He
is seated on the back of the bus, wearing a Suzanne Vega 99.9 degree Fahrenheit
t-shirt, his arms fashionably reclined fashionably on the seat in front of him,
the back of his hands locked in reverse prayer, smiling. Laughing.
Hair
so blonde it looks like Midas could be his hair dresser, hair that is
fashionably coifed, as if a nimbus of intrigue is slightly hovering above his
shoulders, a carousel of collective individual metaphysical acknowledgement.
His body exudes a transcendental Romanesque features.
I look at him like I have seen him before, like I have known
him my entire life.
I think about the man with the
pony-tail and the pinstriped suit and the laptop at the Peoria airport earlier
this morning who gave me a look as if he knew all about me. I think about the
short hair lad at the book store who smiled and seemed to somehow acknowledge
me and seem to know exactly what I was looking for. I think about the man
inside the taxi and the beautiful dark haired woman holding her shoes in the
back seat. I think about all this as I take a seat two rows ahead of him. The
bulk of my comrades with whom I have been waiting with on the cement slab of
earth outside Newark gravitate towards the front of the bus, apprehensive as
their necks swerve like periscopes at what will soon be introduced as their
fellow peers.
They appear to have been waiting
for us as long as we have been waiting for them.
Heath sits next to me as I continue
to try and not stare the mirrored image of almost spiritual recognition
imminently situated behind my neck. I continue to whip my glasses on and off,
seeing the world from different blurred and geometrical cubist angles, but
visually seeing the bouquet of sight and sound which constitutes the corporeal
symphony of the experienced globe nonetheless.
Next to the blonde haired lad who I
just cannot stop staring at, the fifteen
year old ponds of my own eyes bending inside the convex coliseum of my skull,
as if trying to mentally cogitate where I in fact know him from sits a fellow
Titan attired completely in black, black jeans and black jean jacket. A black
baseball cap, worn as if he is morning the ill-timed death of his favorite
minor league prospect. His face is rugged and gaunt, as if he had just spent
the previous night in a dessert seeking Marlboro man enlightenment. He is
reclining next to my blonde-haired visual familiar and he is wearing boots, and
as it turns out, he is from Texas. Another man with blonde hair and glasses so fragile they
look like they would disintegrate into a galaxy of neutrinos and quarks
simply by adjusting the center back into the area that shadowy shrouds his
frontal lobe. He is speaking in a polite monotone effused with grace and
decorum. He looks like how I imagine my mother would somehow want me to look
like—kind and religious and Christian and skinny and clean, a mirrored demure
reflection of the attributes of my father at 19, the kind southern
benevolent-faced gentleman sitting next to the blonde Adonis most certainly
is—turns out he won the contest by writing an essay as well.
Nat enters the shuttle and sits
next to a blonde girl with a bad perm who is seated next to a window all by
herself. He has not stared directly at me since we stood in line at O’Hare.
I gravitate towards the back. Trevor
is counting heads by bobbing his chin. Somehow I feel a bond with Heath and
can’t understand how a fellow Young Columbusian could have been on the same
flight and not have noticed each other. Unlike Nat, he seems to share my
pending elation for traveling overseas.
“So, you're from Iowa?’
Heath smiles and says yes.
“Lots of cornfields out there I
imagine.”
He responds with a yes again. Heath
apparently won the contest and part of a school project that he was finalist
for and then there was a drawing.
“It was more of a raffle.” He says,
leaving me just confused.
A raffle for a trip to London.
We are on our way to orientation. We are on our way home.
We are on our way to orientation. We are on our way home.
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